Today as always; I pray for our broken hearts. I don’t have to pray for Russell; he is with our Lord. It’s hard everyday to go on with this pain in our hearts. We talk about Russell each day; and all the good times in our lives.
We went to Russell’s grave yesterday for his birthday. We took a Happy Birthday balloon, and tied it to his picture. I hope they don’t take the balloon; they have taken things before for spite. (See other posts about all this.)
Russell was so special! He brought so much joy in our lives until he let Satan in. Satan is the one who causes the pain and destruction! So many parents suffer for the loss of their children to this lifestyle. Such a waste!
Nothing was ever the same after Russell became involved with people who were possessed with demons! This is what the homosexual lifestyle is all about. When it destroys lives as it did Russell’s; it’s EVIL!
Russell was brainwashed and manipulated through Satan telling him the lifestyle was who he was. This was one of Satan’s BIG lies!
The immoral wicked lifestyle; is hard to deal with! We loved Russell so much; but he wouldn’t listen to us. How could we fight Satan? Satan is a strong power! God is in charge, and we have to believe he knew what was best for Russell. I don’t know; I just have to trust God.
He knows the suffering we went through during the time Russell was involved in this wicked lifestyle. We have continued to suffer with all that went on after he died; as told in other POSTS I have written.
The malicious lies the homosexuals spread about Russell’s parents were atrocious! They attacked us viciously! The evil gathered his flock against us! They all stand together. It is hard to believe someone who is supposed to uphold the law; was also possessed with demons.
Kevin’s parents(lawyers) set out to destroy us; they messed with “FAMILY AFFECTIONS”, which is against the law. They did everything they could to keep Russell away from us. We didn’t approve of the lifestyle; so they used their status as lawyers to try and destroy us.
Both before and after Russell’s death; they did everything they could to hurt us. They were instrumental in controlling everything about Russell’s life and death; through their evil lies. They went to our lawyers and the Judge and spread their evil lies. The lawyers pretended to serve us; all the time just wanting our money.
The doctor at the hospital wanted to call us (Russell’s parents); because, we were the LEGAL next of kin. Mr. Olive (Kevin’s dad, the lawyer) told them not to call us; because, we had disowned Russell. This was a demonic act!
I know I have written about some of this before; but I feel it is necessary to write again to tie my story together. These are servants of Satan!!! The lawyers who disgracefully took our money and went against us; should be disbarred! God will disbar them one day!
Those who pretend to be righteous and moral, and then uphold the lifestyle that destroyed our son; are EVIL!
I was doing my devotions this morning and I was led to write about some of this. It is hard to grieve everyday for the life EVIL destroyed! I hope this post will help someone to realize what the homosexual lifestyle is all about!
LIES and EVIL control! Do not be deceived!
PROVERBS 12:5 THE THOUGHTS OF THE RIGHTEOUS ARE RIGHT: BUT THE COUNSELS (ADVICE) OF THE WICKED ARE DECEIT.
PSALMS 120:2 DELIVER MY SOUL, O LORD, FROM LYING LIPS, AND FROM A DECEITFUL TONGUE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL! I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO; EXPOSING THOSE WHO DESTROYED YOU.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU!
MOM
Posted by: Carolyn
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Russell's Life