29th Dec, 2010

It doesen’t get any easier….

November 23, was the six year anniversary of Russell’s death, and it has not gotten any easier. My heart is as raw as the day he died. Thinking of what could have been; and what was done to him to destroy his beautiful life.

It was very hard at Christmas and Thanksgiving; and seems to get worse each year. No one can ever tell me it gets easier.

January 3rd is Russell’s birthday, and we  have to deal with this day too. No one knows the pain unless they have lost a child. Birthdays and holidays were always so special to Russell, and we miss these times we always enjoyed with him. At least no one can take away the memories.

We feel Russell was murdered! When the victim is living in a gay lifestyle, no one is held accountable for this kind of murder. When you get AIDS, you are nothing anymore. What pain this is to my heart to know that no one cared enough about Russell to let his parents know he was dying. When I read what I did in the medical records, I knew he was not anything but a dying AIDS patient.

Parents suffer when their loved one goes into living a homosexual lifestyle, knowing what may happen to them. With Russell our worst fears came true. We have been absolutely tortured because of the homosexual sin that entered our son’s life.

As I said before, there is no fidelity in a homosexual relationship. I don’t care what anyone says, or wants to admit. I believe from all I found out, Kevin did not care what happened to Russell. Nothing was ever mentioned by Kevin about how Russell suffered. It was all about Kevin.

Homosexuals say they have  great relationships, but this is a lie from the pit of hell. This is a vicious, abnormal lifestyle.

Russell was very much dominated throughout this relationship. Kevin’s parents played a big part in tearing him away from his family. They really messed with family affections in a big way. In fact they are responsible for the doctors not notifying us about Russell being sick and dying.

Maybe no one will be held accountable for Russell’s death, but one day God will wipe away all my tears when those responsible are set in front of him for judgement. God does not let things like this go unpunished! Wow! We can count on this….There is a heaven and a hell, and I know for sure there are some headed for hell over what was done to Russell.

Many things happened in the course of Russell living this lifestyle with Kevin. The manipulation…. especially of keeping Russell from taking anti-viral drugs that led to his early,dreadful, painful demise. The amount of money Kevin collected at Russell’s death made Kevin be able to live a comfortable lifestyle with his new partner in crime. My son suffered (I mean really suffered)and died for this creep (my feelings) to be able to fulfill his money hungry homosexual desires.

We had an insurance investigation done and our lawyer told us the Olives (Kevin and his lawyer parents) said it was a slap in the face for us to have a private investigation done about this. We followed all the legal guidelines to get this done, but they were furious and tried to intimidate us about having it done. I told the lawyer it was a slap in our face for them to destroy our son for money, and we could not be intimated by them being lawyers. We had enough information and testimony to prove what Kevin did, but the Judge was not going to rule in our favor, no matter what we did.

We found on the Internet,  that often gay partners will take out insurance policies where they do not have to have a physical. Russell had already been diagnosed with HIV when the polices were taken out. Our lawyer would not use any information that was against Kevin. I had done so much work on this…. He did a really shabby job of representing us. We believe he had no intention of helping us, just taking our money. His law clerk said she liked Kevin. She had a lot of influence on our lawyer.

We know Kevin and his friends and parents read this site and they would like to stop me from telling all that happened to Russell, but they had better fasten their seat belts!

Kevin’s new partner should read this website….I will never give up until there is complete vindication of my son’s death. Too much wrong was done to a trusting soul and to us.

Lowell and Carolyn Groff

Proverbs 6:16  These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him:

Proverbs 6:17  A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood,

Proverbs 6:18 An heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief,

Proverbs 6:19 A false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among brethren.

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